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'cause you mean the world to me

Soulmate ;
the one you truly love ;
someone who means the world to you ;
you.
Happy valentines day baby (:







çause i know you are the only one that reads my blog (:

stressed

school work , exams , and personal problems.
all these are killing me now.
okay not school work and exams.
at this point of time i'd rather fuck them up then to think about the problems im having now.
i dont kow what to do.

you think i dont wanna meet you everyday ?
there are like so many factors that are stopping me.
and its like .
omfg i really donno what to do.
i think im such a failure.
just fuck it okay.

let me go through this myself.
since no one will .
i will do it myself.
fuck my stressed up life.

i have a traditional mindset.
live with it.
if you cant , then i cant help much either.
im just like that.
accept or just forget.
suck it up or just live with it.
im sorry.
i wont be a great husband , boyfriend , in your eyes.
its not only what my parents are thinking ,
me too myself , i'm afraid.
i'm afraid of whatever their afraid of.
why ?
cause im just god damn traditional.

i dont know how much longer i can take this ,
everything is just piling up on me ,
i dont want to go through a breakdown ,
i just want all the problems to go away.
Please , someone , somewhere , on top ,
please , i need someone to talk to.
please , dont torture me like that ,
what have i done to deserve this ,
i know im in no right to request for anythng ,
but can i just have someone to talk to ,
somone to share my load with.

lol ..

playing with me at the start ,
was a fool , believing whatever you said.
but i hope its true now.
gravity has nothing to do with people falling in love ,
at least not for me.
you're driving me to the edge of paranoia .
i really hope all that exists now , all you say ,
is true .
i hope that nothing will change.
i hope that the past will leave in our shadows , and not come back to haunt us.
i hope that you will be happy.
i hope that you give a shit about this relationship.
and i hope that you love me.

i will never leave you , not because you said you wouldn't , not because you said you love me , no because you are the sweetest person on earth, not because you are perfect , but because i simply love you.